oh , its just the beginning

       its finally the end of the year . . i can't believe this is the last day of school . i still remember the summer workdays we had , the summer field trips we had together , the first day of school . i remember how all of us had our own " crowds , " but now we're all really close with each other . well , not all of us , i drifted with some people , but we're starting to become friends again . which is a good thing because i need them in my life , its different without them . but anyways , first quarter was a hassle . oml , we had a lot to do , the first day of school was so fun . i remember setting up for ids and i didn't know anyone except for the people from my old school and the leadership people , and yeah . so i wasn't really socializing much with anyone . but i remember loving my music and tv jobs , and then my most favorite job of all , ids . heh , jk , lmao you thought . i hate ids , its a boring job , just waiting inside the classroom for people to come in and say , " oh i need a new id . " and then asking them for the 5 dollars , and then asking , " oh whats the first three letters of your last name ? " and then they couldn't hear us so we had to repeat it , and omg , it was boring . lol . first quarter i remember doing zumba . we only had i think 9 people participate in ours , i remember everyone saying like , " oh what if one of the periods sabotaged our chance of having people participate . " i remember that , it was actually really funny , because everyone was taking it seriously because we actually thought it was for a grade , but i don't think it was because my grade didn't go down at all . but that was one of the many moments i will never forget because like , seriously , oh my goodness , i remember rehearsing and rehearsing and then joylyn didn't know how to do one of the dance moves so we had teach her all day long until she got it right . it was fun and funny and I'm going to miss making period 3 memories like that . but then going up in front of everyone , yeah . . . that wasn't as great as i thought it would be . it was super embarrasing because people were just watching us . . but you know its ok . . another funny thing was all the things that my teachers taught me during forst quarter , i think the only advice that really sticks out from the rest is the one that mr . song gave me , " slow down woman . " i mean he's like totally right . i never take my time on things , never . just like how i rushed on like a billion of my ar tests . it was hard getting through ar . . second quarter was fricken crazy asf . like i swear , the upcoming 7th graders are going to have a pretty ( note that i said pretty ) hard time . in second quarter we had the retreat , new leadership people joining us , the ala moana field trip , and like a lot of blogs , and idk what else we had . . but like the retreat . that was the best thing ever , i had the most fun for those three days . i had so much fun . I'm literally crying rn because i miss those memories . so much . like i remember swimming with everyone , i remember that one day where we were all playing cards with each other and then like we brought in some of the crabs and we kept messing with the crabs and like locking them in rooms and everything , and then like the crabs would come running under the table and everyone started screaming because we thought the crabs would pinch us . and then i remember hope got pinched by one of the crabs . then emma started feeding one of the big crabs a sand crab and she's like , " oh my god . crabs are cannibals . " that was funny . and then i remember finding our bags of letters for the bracelets , idk what happened to my bracelet , but i know i still have it . and i remember making the chocolate covered bananas and petriese brought sprinkles , and i started eating it and my whole mouth was purple so i didn't want to smile with my teeth even though we had to take pictures that day . i remember doing the dance and then we did the shabooya thingy and it was funny . i miss it . oml , i remember i was going to get my braces , but if i wanted my braces , i would have to skip the retreat , but I'm glad i went to the retreat instead of getting my braces , i love retreats . the ala moana field trip was fun too ! deriecka bought me starbucks ! like oml , she the real mvp , love you deriecka ! <3 lol . and like i only brought $30 because i hardly had any money , i think the only thing that i brought from there was earrings and then kaylyn had to help me put them on my ear because cuffs are hard to put on your ear , it hurts . . oh right , i forgot about the new people . so we were gonna have manager and caleb in our leadership class , but they couldn't get their grades up . it sucks because manager was funny , he moved anyways . . siofu was in our period 3 , no offense but he had this weird smell on him , and like i couldn't stand it . he didn't talk to me much though . he moved too . . and then taven , he's irritating . thank god he's not in my period . we had so many blogs to do , we had the talent strip blogs that were due , the the quarter 2 blog , the idk the rest . we had the talent show too , i loved the talent show , i might join in 8th grade , but idk yet . we even had isa week and book fair , and we were planning for winter fair . third quarter was even crazier ! remember when i said that the upcoming 7th graders were going to have a pretty hard time in 2nd quarter ? yeah , well third quarter is going to be even harder ! good luck to the new 7th graders ! so in third quarter we had yearbook , birthdays , spirit week , bowling , races , braces , and a lot of other stuff . so for yearbook , i had the winter fair and avid and band spreads . i was really proud of my avid and band spread because it was cute . but it was hard to make the deadline because we had to find a template , take pictures , import the pictures , edit the pictures , put the pictures into the spot you want it to be in , and then tell mr . ing that you're done and he'll fix it up a little bit . it sounds easy , but its not . so third quarter , we had my birthday , hopes birthday , and taylors birthday . we're all thirteen now . lmao . spirit week was so fun ! it was a super competitive week for mr . shim though , jesus . lol . tiana was in charge of wrist bands , and i was in charge of the chain links . it was fun because everyday we had to get to school by 6 : 30 am straight for one week . and then i remember during spirit week , there was this one person , after s/he got their wristband , they would come by my table and like say , " ho , you're team is going down . " and everything , and i just started laughing , and i was like , " okk , whatever you say . " and then after that we would just talk stories , and like everyday for that one week , they would always come by table overtime they got their wristband and we would just talk stories . i still talk to that person a lot though . so for bowling , it was pretty fun like , i won 2nd place for overall . which is pretty good for a person that only bowled once or twice in her life . braces ! omg , i got my braces on january 15 . i stayed home for that day because i needed my braces , it looked all funky because it wasn't straight , but like now , you can see the difference in my teeth and like its super straight . for the races , track was super fun , and hard . we got second place for overall because ewa makai sucks . but aye , we get em next time . 4th quarter we had 2 birthdays , tiana and emma , i think jayde too . lol idk i don't remember I'm sorry jayde . lol . we had 6th grade orientation which was fun and hard and we messed up a couple of times and yeah , it was super tiring , but it was fun . the second tour i gave was the longest tour ever . they asked waaay too many questions . we had career day which i was a host of a news reporter , but she didn't show up , which was really sad . but the food we had was really good . and ice palace , which was like the best field trip ever !!! even though there were some issues , it was still super fun , i wish i could go back to that . and graduation which was super fun ! i had fun hearing everyone cheer for everyone else .

       highlights of this whole year , was the event before welcome social . the reunion highlights of this whole year , was the event before welcome social . the reunion . omg , someone brought crickets and everyone was eating them and throwing them around . kaylyn and jah were the only ones that didn't eat the crickets because they were too scared , oml , i thought jah was gonna eat a lot of them because she looked like she was a person that wasn't afraid to eat bugs , but lol i love jah . another thing that i liked about the reunion was the picture taking . we took so many pictures . it was like so fun . retreat was like super fun too ! i loved everything about it , i just wish i could go back to those moments and relive them because those were the best 3 days of my 7th grade year . i think lol , tbh i say that a lot about special events , but retreat was so fun . i wasn't gonna go because i wanted my braces , but i figured , might as well go because i could always get my braces later , but there own be another retreat for me , so I'm gonna go to it . and it turns out that i made a really good choice . thanks to my period 3 that told me to go because they didn't want to go alone and it was so fun . and then we had the secret santa . thank you lori ! oml , she got me lower crowns . i really wanted those flower crowns because they're cool and i look hot in them thank you lori i love you so much :) spirit week was also so much fun all because that one person made my day all week . i love that person . the first time i saw that person , i knew we'd have a special relationship . i love those kind of relationships you know ? the kind that you just know you guys wont get in fights and like everyday you see them you just hug them and like take a bunch of weird pictures with them and all that awesome relationshipy things that people do lol . and then we have ice palace . best field trip I've ever had in my life , like i swear . it was fun because we had little problem , and like everyone was like trying to catch me , but into fast for them . lmao , but other than that , it was fun . lowlights would be all the work ! like every single quarter there were blogs that wouldn't post for me , presentations not being turned in on time , presentations not being good enough , and especially having the jobs , like sometimes i really want to go outside , but like i can't because i had to work , and i just wanted to get out of the classroom . and then there were people judging our music and telling us that we kept taking too long just to print out an id and then we messed up on intro and stuff . like guys , we're not perfect , some people need to seriously realize that .

       lessons learned , " slow down woman . " I'm gonna miss mr . song , like probably might not be my teacher in 8th grade , but i just hope that he puts me in algebra because i mean , i know I'm not that smart , but i can work on it , i just need help on some stuff . and to never ever do things last minute because if you do it last minute , it wont be good enough , and you might have messed up something , but its too late to go back and fix it because you did it last minute . so its better to not be lazy and just do whatever you have to do so that you have time to fix things up , revise it , add stuff to it , and make it pretty and nice , right ? because like , if you do it last minute , it wont work out as well as it does when you don't do it last minute . always be thankful for what you have because i mean , if you're not thankful for all that you have , you might as well not even have it because i mean , guys don't be stupid , be thankful for everything that you have because it might be all that you have . i mean , look at the starving children in this world . if they get at least like a bowl of rice , they will be thankful because at least they have something to eat , right ? lol idk if that makes sense though , but you guys get it right ? lmao . another lesson i learned is to try new things , trying new things gives you a chance to see what other things are like . i hate trying new things , but trying new things have actually made me a more experienced person . you know ? lol idk if that makes sense either . . . . oh my lord , lol and I've also learned how to be humble . no one likes a bragger , i hate people that brag about how amazing their life is , like , " bruh , not everyone has such an amazing life like you do , jeez . " using time wisely is also a good lesson , because if you don't use your time wisely , then you wont get things done in time , and then then you have to find time to finish the things you didn't get done in time , and then you don't have any time left for your friends and family , or for you sometimes . its always good to use your time wisely . and don't complain , usually , complaining wont do anything to help the situation , sometimes , it'll just make things waay worse . always being prepared for things is also a good way to grow as a human , it'll help you to be ready for the things that will just come running at you . and the last lesson i learned , stop stalling and just go for it . if you keep stalling , you wont get a chance to do the things you want to do . so stop stalling guys , lmao .

       and guys , i just wanted to let you know , that i will miss you guys a lot . I love you guys so much . you guys are the best thing that every happened to me , i never thought i could be attached to so many people at once . i never thought that i could have a family like you guys , we shouldve had a group hug or something , lol . i will never forget the memories that we had together . even when i get old , i wont forget anything . I'm glad that i got to meet every single one of you guys , and I'm glad that we all bonded so much . i love you guys so much . i know that everyone will make it in life . keep in touch please , we're all probably gonna drift , but just know that whenever you guys need someone to talk to , I'm here for you guys . i will always be there for you guys , come by my homeroom next year every time you guys go bathroom or something , lol just call my name , i really need to see you guys' faces . I'm going to miss hanging out with you guys during our free period and during homeroom and advisory . there are many memories that are in that room , keep those memories going with the new leadership people . i know you group leaders are going to be amazing , don't get me wrong now . and make sure to tell them NOT TO CHEAT ON AN AR TEST . love you guys . wherever you go , go with all  you're heart .

last quarter down , 8th grade to go

       4th quarter was more than crazy , it was insane . 4th quarter was boring , fun , drama filled , and just overall one of the best school years I've ever had . we had idk i think like 2 birthdays , we had career day , 6th grade orientation , rainy days , marquee lol , ice palace , and so much more . i think it was just tiana's and emma's birthday this quarter . i didn't have any money so i had to just say happy birthday to emma and tiana , I'm sorry lol , i didn't have money at the time . career day was SUPER fun , i was supposed to be the host of the news reporter , ashley moser , but she didn't show up , sooo i was helping kaylyn and joylyn with the marine guys , i got to learn a lot about marines and what they do , and they were really interesting . . . but like it was also confusing because all they told us to do on career day was bring them to the class room , and i got confused because they changed it to " bring them to the library . " so i was like running around all over the place . and career day was also the day when i found my dream job , in cosmetology . after i saw the cosmetologists , i was like , " oml that is my dream job right there , " and then seeing weeko's perfectly curled hair , i was convinced because i love doing my hair and doing other people's hair and all that , its fun . i have my dream job down guys !! yaaay , lol . but the lunch that everyone made for us was soo good , omg i wanted to go back to get more , but then i remembered that other people were there too so i needed to save them some food . i ate a lot , it was super good . omll , but then the teachers that didn't do anything to help us for career day were in the food line , and everyone was like , " they didn't even do anything to help us ! we were the ones walking around showing them the school , and bringing them to the classroom ! all the teachers were doing was sitting there on their phones doing nothing ! " which is actually very true . . and the teachers didn't even say thank you to us . . anyways , we also had 6th grade orientation which was crazy asff , like period 3 kept messing up on our dance because either the music started too early , or the music started to late , but overall , it was pretty awesome . the first group that i had to give a tour to was easy , they didn't ask any questions at all , but then the second group that i had . . . oh my goodness , they asked too many questions , every single stop there was a question , and the tour took almost 20 or 30 minutes when it was supposed to take at least 10 minutes . oh my lord , lol . okk so , quarter 4 was filled with like 20 rainy days , it was crazy because it started raining on the day i got my new glasses , my glasses got spots all over them . . but its ok , i can't control the weather , and we had marquee like 4 or 5 times out of the whole quarter , thats a lot , but what sucks is that overtime we do marquee , I'm always the one to get the ladder , which kills me because I'm not strong guys , but tbh , i might be the 2nd strongest one in the group . . . sorry guys , i luuh you lmao . i think lori's the first , she's pretty strong . take that as a compliment lori ! lol . ice palace was so fun , even though there were some bad things that happened , i only fell once because i was trying to spin around , and then derricks came up and helped me and she's like , " OH MY GOD NAYA !! " and then she helped me up and hugged me , and lol i was laughing so much , i love deriecka , she's awesome . and joylyn and dayna . i hang out with them everyday . ever since the incident . lol . but now i greet them everyday with a hug , and jah , whenever i see her i always give her a hug , because I'm so nice , lol jk , because i love jah too :) . during 4th quarter , we also had to pass out ice palace and 8th grade banquet and 8th grade graduation forms it was crazy because i wasn't allowed to work with my group so whenever chad was alone , lori had to go help instead of me helping him lol . the 7th grade class officers werent in charge of the graduation slideshow , but i wanted to do some of it , so i did some of it lol . there were so many things happening in this quarter , cant name them all lol , but this quarter was just awesome .

       highlights of this quarter would be ice palace . mol , best field trip ever ! i can't wait for banquet ,  but ice palace was like the best day ever , i had so much fun , even thought there was some bad things that happened on that day , it was like super fun . i thought i didn't know how to skate , but when i got on the ice , i was so fast no one could catch up to me , except for joylyn , mr . barayuga , deriecka , and lol a lot more people , but it was super fun trip , i loved that we went with the whole 7th grade , i thought it would be packed with kids and stuff , but then i remembered that it was a school day and people had work . lol and then when everyone was getting their shoe size , this one guy was showing off and everything , and everyone was watching him , and then he fell , and everyone was laughing at him , felt bad after laughing . but it was soo fun , i wanna go back to that day . and then all this planning for a bunch of events got me like so excited . i can't wait for what the future is gonna be like . lowlights of this quarter would be getting into too drama . it all started when i stopped hanging out with some people because i mean , they were getting new friends too , and they were sorta mean to me , like they hurt me a lot and they didn't care about my feelings because they said i was starting to " get more sensitive . " . . . . . . but after i dropped hanging out with them , i started being more happier and more out there now that i was being put down so much . as time went on , i hadn't said a word to them , we didn't even say good morning anymore , once i get into the class , i say hi to jah , give her a hug , say hi to dayna , give her a hug , say hi to everyone else , except some people . all they get from me is a look . . . lol , a look meaning , " oh hi . " or something , lol its not supposed to mean something mean . but yeah , but one of my other highlights is that i closer to jah and dayna and joylyn and derricks . they're my favorite people . i luuh them , lmao when i say " luuh " it means more than " love . " lmao .

     lessons learned , oml there are so many lessons i learned , like don't complain . complaining won't help anything , I'm serious . if you complain about something , it won't do anything unless you complain to someone important , but no one likes a complainer lmao . and being sad in life isn't a bad thing , its ok if you're unhappy . its perfectly normal . but shutting out the world and your friends and family isn't normal . its not good because you always need someone to talk to about your problems . always being prepared for things is a necessity in this world because if you're not prepared for anything in life , you won't be able to move forward . you wont be able to grow as a person . you wont be able to live a successful life . and never forgetting things is also a necessity in this world because if you forget even a small thing , you'll be in big trouble . and a very important lesson that i learned is to never let jealousy get in the way of having fun . jealousy is stupid , it makes you look ugly . on the inside and out , i swear . being jealous just kills everyones vibe . lmao . and people can betray you sometimes . its just the way life is , but you just have to deal with it sometimes . as i say , " we live in a beautiful world with cruel people . "

       things that i would've done differently in the this quarter was not to be lazy . my laziness always gets in the way of me wanting to finish things . like , everyday I'm like , " hey , i should do this . " but then I'm like , " aaahh , too lazy . " and then i say ill do it tomorrow , but then i get too lazy again ,and i just end up doing it late . . . and to not procrastinate , like thats my problem . i always procrastinate . which is a really bad thing to do because if you do procrastinate , you wont get things done . and being more happy this quarter . i was never happy during this quarter . i always have to happy because i mean , if I'm happy everyone is happy . happiness is contagious . lol , i just have to learn how to more happy sometimes because usually , I'm not a happy person . . well , i am , but this quarter i wasn't as happy as i usually am . and i need to start being more happy .

tiring week

       okk , so this week , period 3 was in charge of tv . we didn't have school monday because of memorial day , so tuesday , the intro wasn't working on the cd , so we had to reburn it , and then yeah . i don't think anything else interesting happened on that day lol . wednesday , I'm not really sure what went on on wednesday , but i burned the intro for that day , and then i had to recheck it just to make sure it burned , lol . idk what else happened on that day , but i was super tired that morning and people kept asking me , " oh naya , whats wrong ? are you ok ? " and I'm like  , " yeah I'm just tired , " and then lol , they were like , " no something is wrong . " but honestly i was just like really tired . . . maybe . lol thank you to kaylyn and chad for the only ones noticing something was wrong , and lori , but lmao its ok , i was fine . i don't like talking about my feelings to people , due to past issues . . . thursday was fun . i was on tv with lori , i loved the intro for that day . it was puurty , but like at the end i forgot to say , " thats all for today ilima . " so lori just said it by herself , and then lol , i was like , " have a terrific tuesday . thursday ! lolol . " it was actually tuesday . whoopsies . so yeeah , and then recess and lunch was fun too , we got to see strictly ill perform , i liked the beginning part because that guy , lmaaaoo , it was funny . so yeah , and then friday , was actually really fun i got to skip period 5 and 4 . i didn't want to go to period 5 because i knew we didn't have to do anything during that period since we had a sub , and then for period 4 , since it was cclm , we would watch a movie . and then during advisory , we got to pass out yearbooks and it was actually really funny seeing everyones signatures , some people's signatures were really nice , and other people's signatures are like really ugly . but lol its a good thing that i didn't get a yearbook because my signature is ugly , and i looked hella ugly in my yearbook picture so i didn't want to get a yearbook .

       highlight of my week would be thursday , when i accidentally said have a terrific " tuesday " instead of saying " thursday . " because usually we say terrific tuesday instead of terrific thursday . lol i was so confused , but it was funny , and then during the whole day , people kept asking me what day it was , i was like , " its tuesday guys . " oml , i think that was like one of the best moments of the year , no one has ever messed up on saying what day it was , but lol i always do that , like while we're practicing , I'm like , " thats al for today ilima , have an amazing thursday , " even though its like wednesday or friday . idk why i always do that , but then this was the only time i messed up . it was funny though . the lowlight of my week would be wednesday morning , once i got to school , there was something wrong , i was feeling more tired , and drowsy . i think thats what school does to you , it makes you all tired , and stuff . i almost fell asleep in social studies until mr . damo started talking again , but it was interesting , usually i sleep a little in social studies , lol , but once i woke up from his class , i was up and ready . he gave us this whole speech and stuff about pushing forward and keep doing what you're doing and you'll succeed in life and stuff . it was a good speech , and then he asked us what we wanted to be when we grew up and what college we wanted to go to , and then he told us this story about a college library being haunted . it was fun , but other than that , i hated that whole day because there are some people in this world that i just hate so much because of what they say , like , " guys , you don't have to say that stuff about me . " i guess they just say that stuff because they think that i say that stuff about them , but i don't .

       lesson learned , i never knew it was so easy for people to walk out of your life . you can go from 5 of your friends to 2 or 3 different people in a day , and all your other 5 friends will do , is talk bad about you . they won't ask , " hey , why haven't you been hanging out with us lately ? " or they won't say , " hey , come hang out with us , we miss you . " all they will do is talk bad about you behind your back , in front of you , with other people . they just think thats the mature thing to do , but thats all they can do . like seriously , before you get into the class , they're saying bad things about you to some people , after you get out of the class , they're saying bad things about you , after school , they're saying it . everyday they say those things , sometimes they stop , but only for a small amount of time , and then they start saying things about your new friends that you hang out with . but hey , i just don't worry about that stuff because we live in a beautiful world with very cruel people .

7 more days

       okk , so this week has been super crazy . it's almost the end of the year so leadership has a lot of work to do . we have i think 2 or 3 more blogs to do , we have graduation rehearsal , graduation , end of the year blog , 4th quarter blog , and we have jobs . I've been coming to the jobs late lately , my alarm never goes off ! there is seriously something wrong with my phone , and then this week , i was supposed to go to 3 doctor appointments in the mornings , but my dad had to reschedule twice , and then my mom and i didn't know that my dad rescheduled for that day and we missed it by 8 hours . . . lol good job dad . period 3 had music this week , i was actually really proud of my playlist . 25 songs , like mol thats the most songs I've ever had on my playlist before . anyways , monday through wednesday , i forgot everything we did . I'm like super bad at remembering things , so thats like why i hate doing blogs sometimes . lol , so anyways , thursday was awards night , i was supposed to go , but i didn't have a ride home , and my ankle was small kine sprained . . i was going downstairs , and i missed the last 2 stairs , and i jumped and landed on my ankle like an idiot . . I'm like super clumsy so don't judge me . but either way i didn't have a ride home because my mom them didn't want to go to awards night . . thank you for loving me . anyways , i got my award on friday which was cool , it came in the little folder thingy . and then friday we had period 3 first which was a good thing because i had a lot of homework to finish for period 5 and 1 . friday was a good day :) it was a happy day for me , expect for my ankle , but other than that it was fun . chad was making fun of me , he was walking like me , and then oml , him and i were fighting while we were doing marquee because he was being irritating , but its ok chad , I'm not mad at you , lol .

       highlight of the week , friday . some peole know why i think its just period 3 , deriecka , and joylyn , and like 3 more people , but lol , it was the best day ever . it was a really fun day too , i spent the day with the people i love . the morning was like the best day ever because there was just that one person that can always make my day , and then in the morning i couldn't find my phone so i thought one of my friends took it , so i had to go outside and get my phone , but she didn't have it , and then chad had it . lol he's good at hiding my phone , i knew one of them had my phone , so lol i had to hit chads butt with knees just to find my phone in his back pocket . and then lunch was super fun too , not the end though . it was weird , 3 people almost got into a fight by the detention room , lol i think one of the vice principles was in there , i didn't know what happened , but it was crazyy . lowlight of my week would be wednesday , it was a bad day for me . lets just say it was the day where i almost gave up , the day where i thought it wouldn't be a good end of the year for me . but the next day , i thought it was gonna be a crappy day , but it wasn't . i had to go to the bathroom really badly like 5 minutes right before the bell rang , so i went , and then when i was walking back to a102 , i saw someone . that person looked super sad , but once that person saw me , i saw a big smile on their face . see guys , i can light of someones world ! lol

      lesson learned , this is a very beautiful world full of cruel people . filled with many cruel people . there are going to be times when people are gonna talk about you behind your back , but just know , that things are going to get better , i promise . there are bad people living here , i know , but you can't let those bad people control you . you have to learn how to stand up to them , how to not be afraid of them . thats how you will get them to stop controlling you , and let you control your life .

late blog | 4/18

       lol , i am making so many late blogs . all because blogger is seriously broken on my phone , but not on my mom's laptop ! lol , so anyways , period 3 was in charge if tv , but i wasn't able to work with them because i was in charge of passing out ice palace forms and collecting graduation forms . it was sad because i love working with my team , but they did pretty well for only 2 or 3 people working , sometimes , joylyn and taylor would be late , so we had to send lori down to help chad , i wanted to be sent down because i wanted to work tv with them , lol . but its ok . anyways , that week was crazy insane . there were so many people in a101 in the mornings because of graduation forms , graduation forms being turned in , ice palace forms being passed out and turned in , and graduation pictures being passed out . and then lori is so happy because her birthday is in like 8 days ! she's turning the big 14 !

       highlight of my week would be going shopping on thursday lol . i wanted to get a new shirt to wear for ice palace , but i couldn't find anything to wear , all i did was eat . lol and we went to alas . like i love shopping , its just that whenever i do go shopping it takes me 5ever just to get something new . lol , so i just ended up wearing my brother's mickey shirt that he got from weeko them for either his birthday or christmas . and weeko was like , " heey , i helped picked that out . " i was like , " yeah , its a nice shirt , so imma wear it . " lol . the lowlight of my week would be not being able to help my group when there was only one person working for tv , lori was the only one that could help , but i wanted to help . i asked mr . ing if i could go help chad since he's alone , and he said to send lori down , and i was like , " awwwuh , i wanted to go help chad , " but nope . lol , i had to stay inside a101 all that week for recess and and in the morning .

       lesson learned , don't always put others first before you , because your happiness is the most important thing in life . if you're not happy , others aren't happy either because you're not happy . lol , but putting yourself after others isn't always the best thing , because you need to be happy too .

8th grade next year . . .

       okkk , so this week didn't actually go the way i planned it to . but eh its ok . so anyways , monday was evens , so I'm not really sure what happened on that day, but i know that period was in charge of ids this week . tuesday was odds , and it was also the day we cleaned up a101 . we cleaned out the office , and cleaned up the room . wednesday , was fun . but that was also a really bad day for me . no one except for angel knows why it was such a bad day for me . anyways , thursday during period i did some of this blog . it was also when i realized that i forgot my lunch . . . i was hungry lol . but yeaaah , and then taylor and chad were working on the graduation slideshow . and I'm just sitting alone because there is no one in this period that i can vent with , because the people that i want to vent about is their friends . . . so anyways , friday was fun . some of it at least . some people in my leadership class keep talking bad things about me , and i found out that they are saying even more bad things about me on friday . some people were defending me though , and thank you for that .

       highlight of my week would i found out things this week , would be tuesday . or maybe it was monday , and a little bit of wednesday . just a little bit . lol , it was either on monday or tuesday i got to hang out with some people that i hardly ever get to hang out with because I'm working . but I'm not going to talk about that because certain people don't like it when i talk about that certain someone . but lunch on wednesday was the best . it was funny , i couldn't stop laughing . and then after school , my brother brought some of his friends over , he has pretty cool friends , which is funny because i thought he didn't have friends , LOL jkks . but yeah , lunch on wednesday was funny too , but I'm not going to talk about that either because people say , "i talk about him too much" . whatever , i don't really care , i can talk about whoever i want guys . low light of my week would be wednesday too . and some of tuesday . bad thins happened on that day , for me at least . i didn't show my sadness because its too much to take . it sucks because i have to deal with the people that make me feel like this . i have to cooperate with them , but that doesn't mean i have to talk to them . i don't talk to them at all , i used to talk to them about everything , but i stopped . and now i don't even say good morning to them or hi to them once i walk into the door . and I've been coming late lately because I'm waking up late a lot , i don't set my alarm because i either forget or I'm so tired that when my alarm does go off , i just press ok , and fall back asleep , but when I'm not in the a101 , those certain people are talking bad things about me . I'm not trying to start any drama , I'm serious , I'm just saying that it hurts to know that they are saying all this mean stuff about me , when i don't say anything mean about them .

       lesson learned , people can betray you . no matter how much they meant to you . on tuesday and wednesday i found out bad things , things that made me want to just leave . but then i remember all the people that love me and all the people that care about me . i think the first day i found out things was on wednesday . I didn't like what i heard . but sometimes we just have to deal with those things , people are going to talk crap about you , and they're going to hurt you , no matter how good of a friend they were , trust me i should know . I'm going through that right now . it all started when i stopped talking to them because i wanted to hang out with some of my other friends . thats when they started talking about me , bad things . which is weird because i don't say anything bad about them , because they WERE my friends . note that i said WERE . i don't want to start any drama , it just hurts to know that they don't like me just because i "changed" . but in my opinion , I'm still the same person that i was when i came to this state . i'm still the same person i was 2 years ago . i probably did change , but i changed because i realized that people don't stay the same , so stop saying i changed ! I'm not the only person that changed you know ? everyone changes , good or bad , they're still the same person . it hurts to know my used to be best friends don't like me just because i "changed" . just because i like the people that i like . just because i wanted to have a chance to hang out with my other friends . i don't judge you just because you hang out with other people . i don't judge you just because you got closer to other people , but you didn't get closer to me . I'm not like that . i used to be like that , but i changed that , i changed for the better , not the worse . you may think i changed for the worse , but thats your opinion , and its ok . but you should just tell me yourself instead of having me find out from other people that you guys don't like me anymore . and sure I'm more sensitive now , but thats because you guys hurt me a lot , and i can't take it sometimes .

daynnaaa :)

late blog | 5/2

       ok , so this week , period 3 was in charge of music . i love music because we get to pick the music , no one else . lol some people don't like our music though , its ok because if they were doing our job , i think they'd think otherwise . anyways , monday was evens , but we had period 3 for cclm which is good because i hate having period 5 for cclm , I'm honestly okaay with having period 1 as our cclm , just not period 5 because i always feel like falling asleep in that period . tuesday was odds , so i had a pretty good day on that day . period 1 is probably my favorite period , and period 3 , but  i like period 1 better . stem is super fun , but mr . shinn is leaving us to go to ewa magay , lol . and I'm joining stem next year , so idk who the new teacher is gonna be , i just hope its a good teacher . i don't want the new teacher to ruin the love i have for stem . wednesday was evens , so i had a crappy day that day , and then thursday ! one of the best and worst days of my life . mol , ice palace was the best ! i thought it would be boring because i asked my dad how his experience at the 7th grade class day was and he said it was boring because all he did was sit on the bleachers with his girlfriend . lol , I'm surprised he even had one . sorrynotsorry . but that was a really fun day , i thought i didn't know how to skate , but once i got on the ice , i was killin it . i was fast af , i was very proud of myself because i seriously thought i didn't know how to skate . i can't wait 8th grade banquet ! but thursday was also a sad day for me , jealousy got in the way of fun thas why , but its ok , i fixed that all on friday . we had the anti - bullying assembly on friday so i got to miss some even periods thank god .

       highlight of my week would be thursday because i got to go to ice palace with everyone . there were people that went to ice palace with their skates , i was like , " oh my god , you can skate ? ! " because some people don't look like they know how to skate , but ayye , thy do ! thats what was so interesting about ice palace . and then i go to hang out my favorite person during ice palace . he said he knew how to skate , but i didn't believe it , but he's actually pretty fast , he was doing the splits on the ice though , it was so funny because he can go further down than i can while doing the splits . but thursday was also the lowlight of my week too . i don't want to say anything about it though , some people don't like me talking about my feelings , you know who you are .

       lesson learned , don't let jealousy get in the way of having fun , jealousy just ruins the fun for other people too , so stop . lol . if you're jealous , things won't end so well . and besides , theres nothing to be jealous about anyways , thats what i learned .